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Elaine
03-18-2009, 09:01 AM
http://logresfarm.com/Logres'%20Fein%20Cera.htm


To love for the sake of being loved is human
but to love for the sake of loving is angelic.

Alphonse de Lamartine


Yesterday was a bit tough… about mid afternoon I got the call from Betty, they were on their way back to the vet’s with Fein Cera. Cera had taken a turn for the worse, this time her creatinine was up over 13. As many of you know, Cera has been transfused twice a day since she was diagnosed in kidney failure last fall. After the initial onslaught of symptoms, Cera rebounded a bit… but we all knew her time was limited. In the months since her diagnosis Cera has had many many good days, her weight was good, her eyes were bright and shiny, her coat sparkled, her heart full of mischief… she had great days, of chasing squirrels, and shredding toys, days of simply loving and being loved by Betty. The bond between Cera and Betty is extraordinary, Betty fought to give Cera each and every healthy day possible, knowing all the while that their time together would be short. No effort or expense was spared, Betty, Bill and their son John put life on hold for Cera. There were times when it was hard to believe that Cera was even sick. Through it all, Cera loved people, she never met a stranger… she’d walk right up to people, bump them with her nose to say “hello” , she loved everyone and touched the lives of all those she met.

Cera was euthanized yesterday afternoon... allowed to slip peacefully away from a body that was failing her. Betty and Bill were with her to the end, just as they have been there for her from the first moment she was diagnosed with kidney failure. It is way too soon to say goodbye to Cera… but I guess angels belong in heaven.


From about mid-morning on I had noticed our old mare Fancy Ruler laying in the pasture… an hour or so after I spoke with Betty I went down to feed the horses. As I approached I could see that Fancy Ruler had passed away, it was almost peaceful. She was buried last night in the corner of the pasture, her two daughters and her granddaughter Lourdess were there to say goodbye. Fancy Ruler was 27 years old … in her long beautiful life she did everything everyone ever asked of her, She was raced as a 2 year-old, they played polo with her… the woman we bought her from - Janice Rende - used to ride Fancy Rule a couple of miles cross country, five days a week. Janice and a partner even won a annual mounted scavenger race on Maryland’s Eastern Shore years ago, riders had to chase down clues on horse back, at one point in the race the horses had to swim out to a platform so the riders could get one of the clues. Fancy Ruler’s team blew the rest of the participants away and won.

We purchased Fancy Ruler in 2003, when she was 21 years old, after we’d seen video of the Breeding Director of the German Oldenburg Verband – Dr. Roland Ramsauer - entering her into the Verband’s Main Mare Book. The German Oldenburg Verband’s Breeding Director thought Fancy Ruler was exceptional, and we agreed. Fancy Ruler lives on in her six beautiful sons and daughters. One of her sons - Commander - is in England with John Whittaker. Her grandson Cooldanz is also in England. Another of her sons is with one of the USA’s Para Olympic riders and hopefully will compete for the USA in England in 2012. Fancy Ruler's granddaughter Lourdess is the most extraordinary mare imaginable.

Every day of her beautiful life Fancy Ruler did what was asked of her, in every situation. She was a loving attentive mother and an alpha mare, a source of stability and comfort for our herd. She slipped away with quiet dignity… and as always, with no fuss for anyone.

So, we lost Cera, a precious little angel, taken from us far too soon… and we said goodbye to a grand old mare who lived a long life of dignity. If there is a heaven for all of those we love, maybe Fancy Ruler is there watching over Cera and her brother DeNiro, just as she watched over the gang here.


Need to add: Fein Cera is Logres’ Fein Cera. She was sired by Ch. Trotyl de Black Shadow out of Logres’ Brentina. Cera was whelped July 6, 2007, she was diagnosed in kidney failure last fall. She survived until yesterday because of the unfaltering love and devotion of Betty, John and Bill Price, who went to extraordinary measures to give Cera a wonderful quality of life these past months since her diagnosis. Tissue samples were taken, in the future we intend to provide a full and complete medical history of Fein Cera, in the hopes that others might benefit from Cera’s medical history. Maybe we will all learn something.

Rauschund
03-18-2009, 09:23 AM
I am so sorry.............it is always hard, no matter what he age or circumtances.

Sheila
03-18-2009, 10:26 AM
Elaine, from all you've told me about Fancy Ruler, she was a wonderful, wonderful mare who lived a full life and gave you great happines. Her passing was not unexpected but nonetheless I know the grief you must be feeling. I was so sorry to hear of your loss.


John, Bill and Betty, your love for Cera was unconditional and your efforts on her behalf heroic. Cera was your precious angel and though she has left you after a far too brief time, she will remain in your hearts forever.

"A mark of angel's work is you are never quite the same: you cannot
forget."

Much love to all.
Sheila

Absolute
03-18-2009, 11:07 AM
Betty,

So sorry for what you’ve gone through. I’ve been there. You are great people to go the extra mile for that extra time with Cera.

-Phil

fabertdobes
03-18-2009, 11:55 AM
Sorry for your lost ...loosing both is so sad...my condoleances to all your family and the onwers..

doberdogsfd
03-18-2009, 12:44 PM
So many times we reach this point in our lives with our beloved friends and family members. Yet nothing is like the love and friendship they share with us, it is what makes us do it all over again and again.

I know the heart of a warrior beat in little Cera. She fought the good fight with her loving human family besides her. The doors of Valhalla opened wide yesterday to let her in to take her place by the fires.
We honor her life and her brave fight.

Peace be with you Fein Cera.

Love,
Cheryl and Bob

doberdogsfd
03-18-2009, 12:55 PM
"Relax on him and he sleeps. Activate him and he flies."
(An Arab Poet Describing His Horse.)

She waits in a place of sweet grass and sunshine all the time.

You are in our thoughts Elaine, we send our love and sincere sympathy.

Cheryl and Bob

Athy
03-18-2009, 06:34 PM
So much loss for one day :(

Betty, Bill and John, please accept my sincere condolences. Fein Cera was far too young to have left you. And bless you for doing all you did to give her such a good life. It's obvious from the photos that she was a special girl and much loved.

And Elaine, I'm sorry about Fancy Ruler too. I can't imagine a softer way for the old gal to leave you - lying in her pasture, quietly leaving her body for the next grassy field.

Athy

Niko
03-18-2009, 08:23 PM
Betty, Bill, and John,
I am very sorry to hear about Cera. Obviously you gave her tender loving care. I know you have many happy memories to carry with you.

Elaine,
I am sorry to hear about Cera, you loved her very much. I know this by the post about her. You have bread many beautiful dogs and she was one of them.

I am very sad to hear about Fancy Ruler. Her lineage lives on in some of the finest horses. In fact Cooldanz, by far is one of my top favorite horses of all time. I remember pictures you posted, what sweet memories you have.

This is one of my favorite quotes, I feel it fits.

The wind of heaven is that which blows between a horse's ears.
-Arabian Proverb

Elaine2
03-18-2009, 09:29 PM
Betty and Bill, please accept our most heartfelt condolences on your loss of such as sweet girl.
We have cried together over Cera a few times over the last few months and know that her candle is still lit.
Godspeed sweet Cera.

Elaine and Tom, and Cera's brother and sister, Q&A
xoxoxo

Elaine2
03-18-2009, 09:33 PM
Elaine, I am so glad I got to meet Fancy Ruler. What a gentle grand lady she was, and very gently pampered by you.
She is in a better place now, no longer confused and can now watch over and protect you.

Godspeed Fancy Ruler

E2

dobesign
03-18-2009, 10:30 PM
God takes those He wants beside Him. We cannot deny what He chooses for Himself. Betty and family, I know as fact you went above and beyond, and Cera knows that too. She is in a far better place than we know, chasing squirrels and butterflies.
Elaine, Fancy Ruler had an extraordinary life, with an extraordinary woman (YES, YOU). She went with the grace you allowed her to have, as few could ever do.
While we toils about our losses of those we love beside us, we must remember to celebrate the souls of those who God chose to reveal to us. We are a fortunate lot for having known them at all.
Tungsten, Muse, Wahajama, and little Faith all hold you closely int the prayers we send daily. Because we know you, and are graced by all of you spirits, we know that God holds us all gently in the palm of His hand, and we will see those we so loved here again.
Pax et Bonum.
Brenna

Minaz Cassum
03-19-2009, 10:41 AM
This is a tremendous loss at such a tender age. Betty, Bill & John our deepest sympathies.

Elaine & Arthur, Fancy Ruler lived a glorious life from what you have told us. To pass on in such a peaceful way is all one could have asked for. We will certainly look out for her son in the 2011 Olympics. Our sincere sympathies are with you all.

Warm regards as always,

Minaz Cassum
Firecrest K-9s
Pune - India

Lou's mom
03-19-2009, 07:50 PM
Than to open threads like this at work, yet I still do.

Sad to hear of so much loss... :(

my quote for you, from Khalil Gibran:


"Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.

And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.

And how else can it be?

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

Is not the cup that hold your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?

And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."

But I say unto you, they are inseparable.

Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.

Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy. "


Sending warm four-legged thoughts to those who are grieving...

Betty
03-20-2009, 10:59 AM
Thanks everybody for your kind words and thoughts. We will miss Cera terribly... she was a once-in-a-lifetime dog. She was so special, not only to us, but to everyone who met her. We loved her more than words can say. I am still trying to process all of this.. it will take some time.

I need to give a very special thank you to Elaine. As all of us in the Logres family know, she is always there to support us and our dogs... she has been there with Cera and me every step of the way the past 6-7 months. March 17th was a very bad day for Elaine. She lost her grand old mare, Fancy Ruler and also our precious angel, Fein Cera... and Elaine still had time to think about Bill and me. Thank you, E1, we love you.

Betty

Elaine
03-17-2010, 12:35 PM
Can't believe this sweet angel has been gone a year now...

http://i394.photobucket.com/albums/pp21/logresfarm/images2.jpg

doberdogsfd
03-17-2010, 06:45 PM
Thinking of you and the family Betty.


Cheryl and Bob

Sheila
03-17-2010, 08:33 PM
Betty I know how very much Cera's loss still hurts. She is still close to you and always will be.
Hugs Sheila

Betty
03-17-2010, 11:28 PM
Thank you for remembering my Cera today. Cera was an incredible little girl.... amazingly strong yet so full of grace. She truly touched everyone she met. We will always love her and be grateful for the time we had to spend with her. Cera truly was a gift from God.. a real angel.